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The boatman is surely a Dayak,
a fact that is cinched by his dangling
stretched earlobes resembling a chinstrap
attached to his red plastic hard hat.

The weights are long gone but the triton
tattoos on his cheeks and his chest means
he comes from a seafaring lineage,
according to Gilbert M. Grosvenor.

My wish list is way too ambitious—
to spot an orang or a hornbill
still living as nature intended
in canopies shading the forest.

The dugout canoe chuffles onward
against the brown effluent, passing
alluvial fans and arroyos—
the colors of Texas in summer.

A cluster or two of sick mangroves
survives here and there as if planted
to screen out a strip mining venture
too ugly to meet regulations.

I paid the man twenty-five ringgits
to take me as far as the closest
authentic old longhouse. His palm now
demands that I give him more money.

The journey I’d promised myself since
I first saw the pictures of naked
survivors who hid from the anschluss,
escaping the pilgrims forever.

At last I see trees, little patches
of forest, in thickets and hammocks
where logging is difficult. Skinny
men down on their haunches and babbling,

enjoying my presence by laughing
and spitting out betel nut slobber
through teeth that are stained a beet purple
and staring through beady black eye-slits.

Old woman. Aggressive expression.
So what in the world are you doing?
At least that is what I imagine
she’s saying. I shrug back politely.






art by Donald Zirilli